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Sunday, February 19th, 2006
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5:24 pm - hmm
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bleh. im confused. reaally confused. im in way too far, im thinking...and i cant really get out of it now. fuckk.
ill update later. promise.
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| Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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4:26 pm
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marko has ski instructor business cards. today i wore pink eyeliner. i am working in an hour. my pants ripped on the ass. me and owen and andrew bonded today. i have headache. im betrayed but content.
my day in 30 seconds.
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| Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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6:55 pm
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mix the chemicals right dear, mix the chemicals right
yeah the margin of error is slight
mix the chemicals right dear
mix the chemicals right
yeah you know that you could
save my life
there is a risk, there’s a risk when your dealing with love
you could snap my neck
any speed you drive can be dangerous
mix the chemicals right dear, mix the chemicals right
yeah you know there’s a fine line between
mix the chemicals right dear, mix the chemicals right
cause i know what betrayal can mean
when this frame fails me
will i trust you to carry me through?
i know there’s no such thing as safety
but i know what a promise can do.
will i trust you, will i trust you to carry me through?
i will trust you, cause i know what a promise can do
so pretty much feeling shitty. lyrics explain it. betrayed. yeah, fuck it.
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| Friday, January 6th, 2006
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11:00 am
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so holiday camp officially ended yesterday...which is good but also sucks alot...
so the frist week is rained everyday except the last day. and it was full of interesting adventures and such- but the second week was the shit. with the addition of spazzy and all of his crazy antics. ahaha.
"i love head."
"it's a sticker!"
"its ahrd to find good head...always so expensive...the cheap stuff though..sometimes discounts..."
"richard, pass me my sac thats under your chair"
"we don't have any kids left."
"WE can make some..."
"katieeee get my sheet?"
"whats your last name?"
"Wdjhbnlfdjh (very polish)"
"um...what letter does that start with?"
Im riding on the backs of your skis. ready GO. oh, you have to steer though...
"Was that kids teaching you about birth control??"
"im on alesse."
"once again, you are a woman"
"ah i love coffee. half a cup, 3 sugar cubes and a couple drops of milk" - marko
circle time, FREEZE TAG, one on one, sitting on children, massive wipeouts
dont make me come over there...or the pants are coming down again.
"i didn't just headbutt you...what are you talking about."
"TOOMMMM i am a damn good airplane."
"you did it backwards."
"so you use your poles to scope out soft spots..."(plants pole and sinks in ALL THE WAY) ahahah briann
"MADAMMM MADAMMM"
"everyone are late"
"heres the plan, im gonna jump on you back, and youll carry me."
"i can make out shapes...like i can see you.."
"richard its FOGGY."
oh so much more.<3
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| Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
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1:07 pm - oh le noel
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its almost christmas...and i have zero christmas spirit. seems weird becasue usually i am crazy obsessed. i didnt even decorate the tree this year, and i just started shopping. hmm.
on the plus side i went to eci yesterday and it was fun :) sometimes i wish i had gone there instead of esa. but oh well. anyways yeah i love going to see people so im def doing it more often..and i saw one of my brothers friends from grade 8 getting high by himself in the hydro field. and i died laughing a little.
tonight is demetres for secret santa and im excited. then me + kristine = my hizzouse. then friday i may be going skiing with peoplke, or driving mizzi and brroook to their g1 ahaha. becasue im cool like that.
i got my centennial hours today...
im working the 27 and then i have to go to guelph for shit family xmas...but im driving up wiht my borther which means leaving early (thank god) so hopefully tobagganning after? yeyeahh.
hm..i def need to post some pictures on here huh? ill do that tomorrowwww fo sheez.
payce
katie
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| Friday, December 9th, 2005
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10:41 pm - hmmm
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today was sort of crap. me and kristine got in a fight and i feel like shit now. i have so much organizing and studying to do as well..and tomorrow im babysitting
on the plus side me and sonyaschnick went to winners which was an adventure in itself. she makes me laugh so hard i almost die. we saw ms mcright...and i walked near these old men drinking beer. awkward.
anyways i just feel awful today- like just overall shitty...im not happy with anyone, including myself especially. oh well.
peace
"i've said my goodbye, this is my sundown. im gonna be so much more than this..." damn. all this horribly sad music that makes me feel like an even bigger bitch.
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| Sunday, December 4th, 2005
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9:21 pm
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tremblant this weekend was amazing. we left thurs...visited my grandparents and got there prtty late. we skied friday saturday and sunday morning. and we partied...and hotttubed and met awesome people.
"why are you drinking?"
"becasue im allowed."
"why are you allowed?"
"um becasue."
"can i have some. ohh. thats rough."
"i just took out someone. thats the second time in two days. please hide me"
"and steve was dancing on the bar...like coyote ugly. yup. steve is a bar dancer."
"so like...knns...katie needs new skis...or kids need new smiles."
"so youre from toronto. and youre 16. im seventeen...and i ski. you ski. so like...do you hate me? you do!"
"no, i never said that."
"oh."
"please dont touch my leg."
"i'm matt."
"shes 12."
"bonjour,"
"hi"
"hey"
"salut."
"are you french?"
"no."
"ohhh ok. i tohugh you were."
"go to the bar..you wont have to pay for drinks becasue youre girls."
"those guys are french. your french right?"
"what?"
"fuck you guys. theyre looking for some hot french dudes."
"whyare you wearing a shower cap?"
"i fell."
"here let me help you up."
"colin! you just threw me to the other side!"
"ah le french"
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| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
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6:40 pm
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so i've been thinknig....like actually thinking about shit. i have this family friend that's in grade 8 and he's pretty much throwing his life away. already. and it reminds me of someone i know...i knew. yeah. i dont know him anymore, but when i did he was alays thre for me. probably i've said the same thing thousands of times, but i really dont care. it was nice to have that second older brother, the one who you could always count on to be there for you, even though he had his problems. and fuck this sounds lame.
grade 8 cross country meet- i lost a contact and was really upset i couldnt finish the race, and he told me it was ok. we never really chilled hardcore, it was always in school or at parties, but it was always fun. always. the last thing he ever said at school was...
"this is the last time we walk out of these doors together." and it couldn't of been truer.
"honestly, i'm gonna miss you" well thanks.
i cant even try and tell you how many times i've played the scene over and over again in my head. the one where i see you again. would you actually say hi? or would it be the whole, who the fuck are you? the scenes where we laughed- and cried. the last school dance, where we danced to the last song, and you hugged me for what seemed like forever. and i really thought we'd stay friends.
now when i hear stories about you i get mad. it used to make me sad, but now i cry becasue im so fucking mad at you. for choosing the wrong path, when you know you couldve made it. i know you've probably forgotten all of it by now, and you probably wont even remmeber my name. but ill remmeber yours, asshole.
and fuck it all, i sound like a bad hallmark card.
"this is the last time we walk out of these doors together..."
and here's a toast to me forgetting about you.
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| Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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12:37 pm
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art fair trip yesterday. we all held hands and went together, in the buddy system obviously. and then we had no time for lunch. the art was amazing though. like reallly good. and we ate at this sketch chip truck that was sooo good. then we wrote about some hgalleries...then we went to the eatons centre!
"but it ate my change..."
"i know."
"You are saddam hussein!"
"look at that giant woodpecker. hey its mike when hes 30!"
"HES WEARING SANDALS"
"since when did the 80s come to H&M?"
spandex tights, scottish corsets and pom poms.
"i am so scottish!"
"but what if i get lost?"
"BYE!"
ahahahahah. how can you get lost? its a line and a U. TTC REPRESENTTTT.
gangsta whattttt?
"brandon! they have a made in china sign. let me take your picture!"
"Hey brandon, im calling china!"
shes like, fake asian...fasian. and you, are canasian."
oh fun times. gangsta stores, big it up. warped tour stories and emo kids.
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| Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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5:02 pm - oh my.
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le blog much? obviously not. weelll...yesterday was halloween. school was much fun with all the costumes ad such. so afterwards i went to emma's with bob, manson, dan, maddy, leah, laura, anna nad i think thats it. and we watched IT. and i have become a permanent head rest for dan's bony face. fun times. oh how i love just chilling :)
thisweek is kind of crazy so far...and more to come. me and sonya have to do fashion show this weekend, i have church, warren miller movie, firld trip frieday, library with kristine and babysitting my borther and sister. oh mon dieu. on top of that, i NEED TO GET RUNNING SHOES! before it snows so i can allez a le gym and also run in the fresh air. sigh. i also need plaster tape..soo you know, if you happen to see any, wihch i highly doubt, but give me a call.
i am le tired. and confused- but what else is new?
field hockey at 7.30 tomorrow. shooottt me now.
guitar and gym tonight.
oh lord.
listening to gym class heroes. mmm.
later.
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| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
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10:03 pm
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so pretty much this weekend was amazing...and confusing.
saturday was cedar party with robin, ryan, willie, sarahh, emily, dee, ryan, ian, manny..etc. and it was awesome. we went to the race hut and chilled, and mac came and we sang colt 45 in my van. robin and i made a new club, singles intertwined. and she did some mad jumping over the counter. pretty much it was just chills. then i left and went to emilies party with emma and such. and we called kent and he came. and it was fun.
and now im sittig here, obviously getting sick and extremely confused about life in general. i mean, i thought all this crap was over, and then everything comes back when i see him. grr. definitely moving on. oook.
"I thought you'd come back at least i prayed
the romance has been dead
for years
but i've been too afraid to dig the grave
memories carry me through the day
of when we were kids
and angels came to watch us play"
current mood:  contemplative
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| Friday, October 21st, 2005
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5:07 pm - im back....from nowhere.
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blog much?
aparently not. today i went to second cup with sonya, dello, andrea and nat and we met up with maddy and emmaaaa. oh yes. and then we went to mac and saw kent and elliot, who were deeep in conversation. haha.
so yes, im just chillin tonight i think. paint fumes in my house= gross. i have a myspace now becasue im just that hardcore. emo kids make me laugh.
cedar tomorrow, and party with emma and maddy, etc. and perhaps depending on when i leave for cedar shopping avec jackson and manson and emma? we'll see.
www.myspace.com/_stayonmysidetonight_
bruppppp.
PS. D'arcy has idiot strings on his mittens. cool times a million right thurrr.
love love love katie
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| Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
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8:28 pm - NEW JIMMY EAT WORLD EP
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"Wonder why I'm so caught of guard when we kiss.
Rather live my life in regret then do this.
What happened to the love we both knew?
We both chased.
Hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me you'll burn me.
Hushed with a finger
Don't say you'll never when you might,
or just another time.
This poison comes instruction free.
Do what you want, but I'm drinking."
disintegration- j.e.w (stay on my side tonghit ep)
well thats about the highlight of my day...its been sort of shitty, you know one of those crying days. im so out of control it isnt funny. ugh. i need to work. and work out. especially that. i don't really feel like myself anymore. its weird. cliche, yes, but 5 extra pounds completely changed me for some odd reason. i feel old. anywayyys.
at least you have my heart.
peace
katie
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| Thursday, October 6th, 2005
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8:09 pm
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I heard a voice through the dischord
Of a deluge of passers-by.
I saw one gaze frozen in time
Watching me passing by.
I swear I'll know your face in the crowd,
And I'll hear your voice so loud
When you're whispering...
Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another.
Here's my kiss to betray
Desperate to brush the lips of grace.
Do you feel hollow when you think of how I've lied?
Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me.
Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me.
Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another.
Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey unloving
I will love you
I will love you
I will love you.
oh underoath. who knew you could be oh so sentimental? this song=love. i got my hair cut today, not anything different except for thinner. im trying to grow it out so...this is boring, i know. tomorrow my brother comes home ehich is good. then its the weekend. then monday off :) and hopefully chill times with emma and the krew (yes emma, with a k, becasue we are that cool). other than that nothing is going on. beside me being very inspired by inked and miami ink. i wish i could be a tattoo artist..they are like so good at drawing. pfft.
its too dark to go running i think.
peace <3
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| Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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4:30 pm
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you know you're cool when you buy a cd with 165 songs on it..well actually 2...for 12.99. While on that topic, my new favourite song is 'to kill this' by this providence. its amazing.
today i made a list of my goals, and realized how different this winter will be. so many people aren't coming back, and i'll be like the oldest.
1. go to the gym/start running again
2. do homework and such
3. stop eating all those damn chocolate chips
4. get over it. so far so good.
last night i felt icky and i wrote an angry letter to people that i hate. damn homies, you should try it, it works i gotta say. so pretty much it was a 'fuck you'angsty sort of teen letter. the best kind, obviously.
"Honey, I'm an open book
a little hard to read that may be true,
a little hard to read that may be true
Am I worth your time?
I'm on the ground now and you won't ask me
how I fell tonight but I would tell you
everything you want me to tonight
So c' mon ask and I will tell
everything about myself to you
this time I'll draw the line
and you won't laugh at me,
if I see you start to leave;
please wait up for me," - please wait up for me- sherwood
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| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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5:17 pm - "and i'm tired of being quiet..."
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I feel like its been forever. today was a really good day, not sure why, but it just was. I'm still crazy confused...but hopefully come october that will be gone. I'm finally starting to get my shit under control now (knock on wood, of course) and I'm going to the gym and guitar tonghit which makes me very happy. I really miss fresh air though. That was random...but really, up north its so nice, and i always feel so good and healthy.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
Spare me just three last words,
"I Love You"
is all she heard.
peace, katie
PS. bullies blow. just thought i should add that. That shit doesn't fly around here you overly "X-core" emo kid. Damn you, and your upside down pictures. haha kristine.
current mood:  calm
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| Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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6:00 pm - :)
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life is finally getting happier :). apple project is done, and math quiz is over. cottage this weekend, and EMMAS BIRTHDAYY! i feel like i havent seen you in so long emmja, it is le horrible
fallout boy concert is sold out..and you know what that means. oui. tragic. prehaps he enjoys the early november?
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| Monday, September 19th, 2005
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7:05 pm - grrr
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alright. so im stressed out of my mind right now. i have so much art to do, and soo much math..i have a quiz on wed and i dont know anything. im flipping out and i feel like crying. plus im listening to sad music and im getting sick.
"and we know what happens when we get to your house. you'll rip my heart right out. rip my heart right out.'
safe to say thats how im feeling at this moment exactly.
i need you to know that i love you.
no scratch that. i hate you.
but i don't really. it's all a lie isn't it?
current mood:  sad
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| Monday, September 12th, 2005
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8:47 pm
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Crush my bones tonight,
So thin that they might slide under his door
Leave my heart for the world to see
He did this to me
He thinks he's framed, so clueless as to
The situation he's found himself in
Buried beneath his haunted memories
So cough cough cough it up
Have you lost your breath,
or maybe that's me
Tearing out your lungs,
tell me how it feels
To know this is just my dream
And it's your, reality.
ok so obviously it's overly emo. but daaamnn. thats how i feel right now. like im being fucked around by him. all this no talking, then all of a sudden you say hi, and then talk behind my back asking how i am? i hope you read this, i hope you understand, i hope something gets through your thick skull. i hope that you don't leave.
i want you to know more than anything
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| Sunday, September 11th, 2005
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10:22 am - taste of the kingswayy
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oh my. crazzyy times at totk...as usual.
fRidaY- we went tot he job fair (bob, and emma and me) at sherway...then back to my house for some dinner. thenn we went to dan's house to pick him up and then we went to dan's masseuse's house. ahah. then we went to taste of the kingswayyyy! Saw lots of people...rob jackson, brook..er just alot. i wont name them. and then we saw elliot, dan paterson, jordan and kent. So yeah, we were chilling and then liv and chloe and carrie and nayirir and whoever else was there, and they were like yo guys..got some papers? Oh how we laughed. So dan and elliot were trying so hard to get me to go with them and it was so funny becasue elliot just stood there going "come onnnn" and kent just giggled the whole time.
so after that wonderful event...well sometime later or maybe before...emma and bob went to go meet leah a andi a stayed with dan. then he ditched me for kent to get drunk and i had to walk to second cup aloone. then we all met up and went and sat in the parking lot becasue we're mad. and then the badass girls went over to the guys to blaze with them but they left. haha. and dan was being insane and he kissed my head. and they left kent behind with us. so we chilled for a while..then walked around a bit then walked home. dropped off mizzi, and then i wlaked the rest of the way with kent- who was reaaally wasted.
"what am i listening to? NOOOOOO."
"Dan, i haven't seen you in so long!"
"Mizzi i want to hug you. In a friendship way though, not like a gay way. I'm not gay."
"Katie i love you. like...yeah i really do. *muah*"
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SatUrday- me emma and maddy went to sherway again. it was really funny, this guy on the bus kept singing and then there was the guy with the worst bo ever. so we shopped...then we all went home and met again at 7.45 for totk. we walked around for a while and the only person we saw was fil. so maddy and emma went on that crazy spinny thing. then we got ice cream and saw dan and mike. then we met up with cute boy dan, who we saw like 3895763598769 times that ngiht, and his friends stefano or something. we went to macs too...and were being slightly odd, and we saw dan again. and we saw danny p alot too.
so then dan comes over and is like..katie second chance! and like pulled me away. and i said no. and then mike was being all , "dan you can't just leave her friends over there." it was really funny. i saw ryan wells too, and KYLE. and chris, like 5 times, and he was so wasted. he kept going "katiiieeee i have your email address." so then we chilled with cute boy dan and his crazy friends again. and we saw cher impersonators and abba. and this guy who played really emo music and then started rapping? and then kent joined our little posse and we sat and chilled. then kent was like..hmm should i go with those stoner kids over there or with you guys? haha then he chose us becasue we are oh so cool. and then me and kent walked home. fun times. the end.
"What the fuck is juice? i want some grape drink!"
-"ok so we got cola, purple stuff and sunny d"
-"YEAH!"
-"i want that purple stuff...."
"what, yeah, ok, bam"
"what happened to stefaaaannn?"
"and then a single tear..."
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